You do know how to whistle, don't ya Steve ?

I got mad at Steve today. Not for any of the normal stuff I get mad at him for (being a jerkly, messing with my head, etc.). I actually got mad at him for something I dreamt. oy. (I prolly actually shouldn't be admitting this).
I also figured out that I get upset when I hear mention of her. Not because I don't like her (she seems uh, ok to me I guess).....it's actually because it reminds me of the lies he told me. He once told me that I had more personality in my little finger than she did in her whole body. He also told me that they were more like "roomates" than "husband and wife" (his own words, verbatim). What I don't get is why he's still with her then ? His excuse to me was along the lines of "it's too expensive to get divorced" or "I don't have anyone else here in ottawa, she's my only family here". B.S. Pure, utter B.S.
Now they say that sometimes one partner cheating actually strenghtens the marriage (the affair makes them appreciate what they have at home). apparently not in this case. He's STILL trying to sleep with me. oy, I wish he'd quit trying to mess with my head. It's not gonna work, I'm pretty much detached to the point where his efforts would be futile. the borg he ain't, resist I can.